I Am a Messed Up Mother

I Am a Messed Up Mother, originally uploaded by triciawang 王 圣 㨗.

San diego, CA
I've been feeling very lonely, so I decided to become a single mother, starting of with just one baby. But I almost killed my baby in the first 5 min of owning him. I decided to buy a beta fish at petsmart, and when I walked out of the store I put him in my car seat as I walked away to put the pushcart back in the store. Even writing this I realize I shouldn't have left my baby unattended to begin with. So when I came from putting the cart away I FORGOT that my baby beta was in my car seat and I SAT on TOP of my beta's plastic incubator cup and CRUSHED all the water out onto my carseat!!!!! I picked up the plastic cup and Baby Beta was barely breathing with just 2 inches of water left in the cup. I was too embarassed to go back in and ask for more water and admit that I almost killed my baby beta in the first few minutes of motherhood. I was afraid that Petsmart Fish Manager would chastize me for being an unfit mother. so I drove him home and he stayed alive. He's in my room now...alive and breathing. Now I am thinking of what name I should bestow onto him